The slacker that I am...

I guess you can say slacker I am going with altered time warrior. Sounds fun.?? lol. I have tons of friends that can blog almost every day. Sometimes I wonder is it really that easy? Here is my 3rd attempt to get a blog rolling maybe it will be come a habit??

I am going to start with June 23, 2008. I started my first night in my Nursing Assistant class. I am super stoaked. It is one of my requirements to get into the RN program at Isothermal Community College. Greenville Tech did not require it so I feel i am a bit behind but I can live with it. By that Thursday I was CPR certified in Adult and Infant! Yeah Me! I am moving forward in life. I have been given mountains to cross and with each and every step I am able to look up and know that my life wouldn't be what it is today without the help of God. I am still a bit fearful to leave the relms of my apartment complex but with time I will get stronger and more head strong to do such things.

Today I had a job interview!!! It was a SUCCESSFUL one at that! The 2 managers that were interviewing me were both ready to hire me and get me on board with them. The best they could offer me was 7 dollars. I know that sounds selfish of me to say I will not work for that, but I am a single mother of 3 kids with an interesting ex that doesn't always live up to his words. I am going to have to work for them to be in day care, but I can't make less then what the day care is going to charge me to have them in there. 85 dollars per week per child. That breaks down to 1020 per month. He is require to pay half. No guarantees there, the past behavior is a sample of his current behavior I can almost guarantee his future behavior if you know what I mean. Which stinks for the kids sake but I am learning how to roll with the punches. I am growing stronger each day from my need for him. Becoming single, and becoming a single mom are WHOA wow what a difference. Not even a single mom, a single mom to 3. The need for support is an understatement, Mentally, financially. There are people that you find that you never knew were such awesome people. They were that smiling face you knew but just didn't ever REALLY know! There is a reason for everything... God knows what he is doing. Let me put it this way. I live in the Ghetto. I have found 2 really strong women in the same exact place I am in, and we together will work as a team with our kids and get through this. We will move up and become stronger and wiser women and learn to love in a new way.