2 weeks whirwind..

It has been a spiral of finding myself. Finding out that I have created this misery for myself. That happiness I spoke of. Ha. It was really me saying... OMG. I will not stand for another girl to be in my children's life. I will not stand for it when I can simply forgive and forget and these kids will have an incredible life. With both MOM and DAD. Now no where in here do I say it is an easy road. There are alot of trust issues that have to be over come. On both sides... because I have told him I would go back to him never really meaning it and now that I have decided I am not stopping until we are back in order~!